Heart

cintaku tak berdusta

tak mengenal ingkar

tak kenal nestapa

cintaku hanya indah

hanya bahagia

untuk selamanya

apa yang kurasakan ini

persembahan untuk dirimu

kau dengarkan kasihku

mencintaimu tak mengenal waktu

tak mengenal puisi

hanya tulusnya hati

mencintaimu tak mengenal ragu

keyakinan hatiku

hanya untuk dirimu selalu

Heart...
It hurt to look into your heart...
It hurt to look at your loved ones..
It hurt even to think of your the close ones...

In the middle of the nite, the tears flow like no stop... the shoulder to cry on was not there.. the ears to listen was too far away....

Words

Its only words, and words are all I have, to take your heart away......


Pepatah Melayu mengatakan :
Kerana MULUT, badan binasa...


Dia itu : Baik ker ngan dia ini?
Aku : Biasa aja..
Dia itu : Dia ini.. bicaranya... kasik sakit ati saja..
Aku : Usah amik ati sgt.. udah begitu telatahnya..
Dia itu : Suka amat mendabik dada.. mencaci cela... apa untungnya??
Aku : Apa punca perihalnya?
Dia itu : Sudah di tolong, x pandai bersyukur.. bicara lagi y menyakitkan ati...

From an observer eye 2

After 2 days... there are still the posters n banners left from PRU 12... the LOSERS of course...
Maybe the fund to take it out had been fully utilised. Who knows!

But those were the deserted case.

The hot news are all about the MBs... new state exco etc...

The thing that got my eyes were on the sultan.. ONLY now they open their mouths n made the descisions... Maybe because our political issue it's too dirty n all the politicians are no endangered species..hahhahahahaaa.....

The non-Bumis cannot say anything... but the Bumis....?? LUPA ker???? Derhaka pada sultan n derhaka pada parti....
NOW..... who's TUAH n who's JEBAT???

Dreams..

All big men are dreamers,
They see things in the soft haze of a spring day, or,
in the red fire of a long winter's evening.



Some of us let great dreams die,
but others nourish and protect them,
Nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light ;
which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true

-woodrow wilson-

ya..

mimpi itu hadir lagi

nyenyakku gusar lagi

damaiku robek lagi..........

dia yang itu;

senyum tawanya penuh gundah

lirik matanya penuh helah

derai mutiaranya...

jerit lirihnya...

hanya Dia Yang Tahu

SaNcTuaRy

It's a place called Home
It's a place we run for Shelter
It's a place for lullaby
It's a place...

Jangan di ganggu amanku ini
Usah di usik tenang ku ini
Tak perlu di tegur kerinduan ini

Jangan di kejut lenaku ini
Usah di cemar kedamaian ini
Biar aku sendiri lagi

Hal Itu

Jangan di tanya lagi

Hal itu..

Jangan di ungkit lagi

Hal itu..

Datang tanpa undangan

Pergi tanpa paksaan

Dalam senyumku

Terselit sendu

Jangan di persoal lagi

Hal itu

Jangan di sebut lagi

Hal itu

Bukan aku penentunya

Bukan aku pengoraknya

Bukan aku perancangnya

Hal itu...

Milik Yang Maha Kuasa...

Pagi ini, dalam perjalanan ke pejabat.... persoalan itu yang di perihalkan di ruang udara kegemaran aku...

Dalam senyum simpul, aku bersuara.... Bukan aku yang menentukan hala tuju itu...

Dan... dia yang itu datang lagi... Dalam gusar, dalam gundah... aku hulurkan senyuman, tutur bicara yang di ungkapkan penuh beralas... di dalam hati.. aku berdoa... Cepatlah kau berlalu sebelum hal yang satu itu kau ulang lagi... menggores luka yang masih berdarah..

Bukan aku meminta begitu, tapi itu urusan Yang Maha Kaya... aku tunduk pada kehendakNya...

Asalkan.. jangan diulang hal itu di hadapan yang tercinta.. bimbang tergarit duka diraut wajah sedingin salju itu.. jangan di lukai hatinya.. jangan diusik ketenangan jiwanya..

Biar aku yang menanggung duka...

MimPi

Daniel Lee - Mimpi


Inginku
Lukiskan nota-nota
Laguku mengikut rentak gitar
Dengarkan suara
Mimpiku
Bertemakan namamu
Senantiasa selalu, ooohh
Selalu
Sedalam tinggi
Seluas jauh
Begitulah cita-citaku
Sekiranya kau ingin tahu
Selama ini
Hingga ke akhirnya
Suka duka
Senyum selalu
Kita bersama punya satu
Mimpi
Jauh, oooo ye
Begitulah cita-citaku
Mimpi ooooooo
Realiti





Mila Bila Cinta


Ku Mimpi Pandu Kapal Angkasa
Rentas Galaksi Cari Cinta
Ramai Wira Super Yang Ku Jumpa
Gagah Dan Perkasa
Hebat Dari Nyata
Antara..
Beberapa...
Angan-angan Ku Yang Mengila
Masuk Akalkah Tidak
Mila, Ku Tertanya
Bila, Akan Bersua
Cinta, Si Peria
Membikin Hidup Ceria
Mila, Ku Tertanya
Bila, Akan Masanya
Cinta,kan Mewarna
Setiap Ruang Dunia
Ku Mimpi Terjun Awan Ke Awan
Bagai Gula Kapas Manisnya
Lalu Datang Satria Kayangan
Dia Sangka Aku Pari-pari Syurga
Indahnya...
Kiranya...
Angan-angan Ku Jadi Nyata
Masuk Akalkah Tidak
Dalam Dunia Yang Makin Gila
Mungkin Alam Khayalan
Ruang Berlindung Sewajarnya
Sementara Capai Impian Ku...
Indahnya...
Kiranya...
Angan-angan Ku Jadi Nyata
Masuk Akalkah Tidak
Ku Mimpi Pandu Kapal Angkasa
Rentas Galaksi Cari Cinta
Ramai Wira Super Yang Ku Jumpa
Gagah Dan Perkasa
Bikin Hidup Ceria
Ku Mimpi Pandu Kapal Angkasa
Akan Ku Sua..
Si Peria...
Akan Masanya
Cintakan Mewarna
Setiap Ruang Dunia
p/s : cam cacat jer lirik y aku copy nie...but, maleh la nak repair....



Mimpi & angan2...
Kadang2 susah nak lari dari 2 menda nie..

N malam td... buat pertama kalinya... dalam sejarah idup aku.....
akibat dr lena y x aman... aku terjatuh dr katil.... My God, terkezut beruk aku.... camana nie????trs aku tgk jam.. kul 3.30pg... dalam senyum malu.. aku sambung tido n aku blh tido ngan amannya lepas tu.. nyaris x bgn subuh jer...

till now... camana aku leh jatuh is still a mystery .. yet ... it brings smile to my lips... ;p

x penah ooo.. walau aku penah tido ramai2 bhimpit satu katil coz takut... but x penah jatuh...

everything has a first time... N today....18/3/2008... after years of living n in every environment of sleeping area... for the first time, aku jatuh katil..... waaaarrrgh.. x caya nya aku.....
so.., aku dah tau camana rasa jatuh katil masa lena.... y selama ni buat aku confused... 'camana la korang leh tido sampai jatuh katil???'
now... I know...

From an observer eye

Several days had pass after the most controventional election day. The chosen ones are cracking their head forming the new government. Or should I say, walking over tight rope on announcing new cabinet members???
The campaign posters at my residential area are lessening, especially from the party who had won, but those losers, their faces are still there. I wonder why??? Mocking the residents about their mistakes for not choosing them or simply too embarrased to pay people to take down the posters? Unfortunately I don't have the camera with me now..
We wait until the clening time ends, then we will know... I HOPE!
SPM results also been announce yesterday. With Azali Azlan scores 21A1. Congratulationssss...!! You really can score. But the headlines are stating that he broke the record from Amalina. What record is that? Are they saying he's cleverer than Amalina? For me, he really studies HARD! Yet, we should concentrate on his future now. Not only celebrating. Will he be offered a course in his interest or other people's interest? I do wish him all the BEST in the world. And ALLAH will blessed him all the way. NOT TO FORGET, may he always be a faithful Muslim who can bring changes in the world, be a leader in this country. Insyaallah...
We should now be in good harmony after our votes had speak, the winners are forming the new government. But this news really shocked me... We are Malaysians, but LIM KIT SIANG apparently not. HE is only a CHINESE. Pity him... He stay in Malaysia but he cannot be a Malaysian. And he dare to question Royal summonns and defy Raja Perak's decision... Kit Siang... Go away please...! Shame on YOU!!!

***Some zoning on this matter here, here, and here. You can check out other zones through their blogs.

A Cow? Get Real.....! Well, IT is REAL!!

It's unbelievable... for me anyway...!

Last nite, I sent my friend back.... to my old, memorable neighbourhood. On the way back, JUST after the toll..(wondering, will the price hiked again this year, after Mr Samy had been decrowned by his own people..) guess what happen???

As we (the driver) start to picked up speed... we had to pull on emergency break... for.... A COW!!!! Pity the animal... It seem very very very much lost n confused..

A highway, in the middle of the developed city... there was a cow in the middle of the road... I'm really surprised!!!! If this happen in my hometown... It can be considered normal... not so shocking or unusual... or whatever the word can be used to described the situation...

Where this pitiful animal come from?????

Then, being a (kononnya la.....) responsible citizen, humanitarian and for the life of an innocent animal, I called the number on the signboard displayed alongside of the highway...

HE : Selamat petang.... Lebuhraya xxxxxxxxx..

ME : Selamat petang encik, saya xxxxx, nak buat aduan sikit la.. di lebuhraya xxxxxxxx nie..

HE : Oh, lebuhraya tu cik kena call 03-12345678.... sebab...(trying to give excuse not to hear more from me..)

I just cut his sentence short....

ME : cik, sy x mau buang masa,.. cuma nak lapor skit jer.... kat xxxxxxx td, lepas tol jer... hala ke xxxxxx kan ada exit, kat situ ada sekor lembu sesat la cik... sian dia... cik tolong la apa y patut yer...

HE : oh ye ke... x per sy panggil bahagian RONDA (sounded surprise!!)

ME : ok thanks yer cik.

Well, it's normal for an operator to jump into conclusion without hearing the details.. in MALAYSIA anyway... even an emergency line operator...

BELIEVE ME!!! I've been there, done that..

Luckily, I'm a fast talker, and I can talk really fast without giving him chance to put me on hold or whatsoever extension. hihihii.. thanx to years of practice anyway... and to my buddy, Miss E...

Miss L, sorry to hear all those bantering words we said during any of our arguments... She always had to run away from us everytime we had our arguments as she cannot get any detail out of it.. due to our fast talking...

Miss you girls...

Back to our cow..... I do pray the RONDA team managed to get to it before any more unfortunate events happen last nite...

I still cannot put Mr Cow away from my thoughts. IT IS A REAL BLACK COW!!!

footnote : Listen first, then help, IF YOU PICK UP THE EMERGENCY LINE!!!!! & talk fast to get them to listen to you ;p. I just DID!

DeCiDe!!

Today.. 12th Malaysia Election Day

Office so peaceful. Feels like working on public holiday.
Since I walked in this office till now.. barely 10 words I've uttered towards colleagues.

Over the news, everyone says.. go out early to polling centre as the weather are clear in the morning, later in the afternoon we are expecting rains.

The results will be tonite, by 11 pm. Well... guess what, most of us will be at home, nailed to our sofas, watching tv. hahaha... better than world cup finals rite?

Malaysians... it's our choice. Our decision!
Face it!

To the chosen one.... we didn't choose you to fulfill your individual selfish needs... we choose you for Malaysians' needs. SERVE us... not your self pleasure!

Black @ White?

Tomorrow... 8th March 2008.. 12th Malaysian Election..

To vote or not?
Well.... it's a choice for all Malaysian...

BN or BA???
Well... up 2 u...

Quoting Forest Gump's mom : Life is like a box of chocolate, u'll never know what u'll get!

I'm not a politic critic or fan.. Not going to write on politics or election... it's not my pot of rice. Just, it's high time to choose.. all about choices now.
During my student years long time ago... My lecturer was speaking about choices, and this friend of mine says that she don't have any choice, as everything was planned for her.
My lecturer mentioned that it's her choice to let them decide for her or she decide on her own.. The disscussion takes too long...

In life.. it's all about choices.

Black or white?

Left or right?
To choose or not to choose?
To eat or drink?
To wear jeans or skirt?
To study or paint the town red?
To excel or to fail?
To be happy or sad?
To love or to hate?
To drive or take publics?
To get married or not to get married?
To work fulltime or freelance?
To have children or not?
Well.... at certain point of my life... I asked myself... To live or not?

I then took leave from my current life... leave everything behind.. rest... cut out every contact with everything except my mom. Then, after a while.. I start new. Well... at first it's on shaky ground.. yet I managed to be a new person...

I make my decision and I don't bother about other people.. It's my life doesn't it? So... that's my choice.

I choose to be happy. I choose to be full of life.

But, sadly.. I am asked wrong question at wrong time by wrong person. I'm pissed as hell.. yet, does she know that it hurt? She doesn't & I'm not telling her that it is. Let it be... and it's my choice of life.

People from all walks of life will try to make a statement in our life at one point or another.. Yet, it's our choice to let it affect us or not!

It's me, mine n myself...!

uuummmppphhhh....

Well, just a lil' bit of confused... with all the electorial campaign everywhere..

Looking at those posters... my thought was... what a waste.. will the elected one asked their people to collect all the posters n then recycle???? Or as usual, let it be... nobody bothers... They already won.. Who cares about all those rubbish that was used...

Maybe even better... I never asked them to put up my posters there..! Ha ha ha..

BELIEVE me..!!! Nobody will care... and if care like me... I won't stop and collect the photos n posters to recycle.. I don't even agree with all these waste... To compromise my safety in taking down those things?? No Thank You!

Yet... All MPs n ADUNs wants their faces plastered everywhere.. but don't bother to take it down..

Well... what else to say..

Mimpi

Mimpi itu datang lagi...
Mimpi itu hadir lagi...
Nyenyak ku terganggu lagi,
Aman ku gusar lagi

Apa perlu hadirnya mimpi itu?
Apa makna mimpi itu?
Mengapa mimpi itu membelenggu lenaku?

Mimpi mainan tidur..
Sekadar mainan atau...
Hanya petunjuk luar sedarku...?

Mimpi yang satu itu bertamu lagi
Mimpi itu singgah lagi..