the S.I.L.E.N.T 2019

Rupanya setahun x buka blog, apatah lagi menulis di sini.

Maka, AZAM 2020 is meriahkan kembali blog tersayang ini, walaupun ini bukan lagi lapangan tersohor seperti suatu masa dahulu yang mana menemukanku dengan #gengMemuah.

Recapping 2019:

January :
Attending JK Academy. I am certified JKAcademician, walking the memory lane as it happen in Sunway area. Reconnect w Anis & K. Azza. but I can't bring myself to walk into SunMed. A refreshing session, berpeluang berjumpa dan berkenalan dengan team leader yang hebat2. Juga retake my certification of CPR dengan CPR Malaysia, kelas y ceria dan for once I feel confident that I can perform CPR. Tetap berharap x perlu.

February :
Back from akademi, my skin as usual. But this time it was SO DAMN BAD. Almost half of my face breakout. Sakit jgn cerita, thus finally I am referred to skin specialist, sebulan sakit wehhhhh. Start dgn cold sores then spread x tahu nk cerita. 3 doktor, finally I am referred to skin specialist GH, but faham ja la bila GH punya q. trs ke klinik Tanah Melayu. One of the this she said is, how come you continue working? the pain is so bad, you should not work, rest! Wahhh.. alhamdulillah. but at the same time, i missed the annual dinner la. celah2 tu jugak, Anggun lahir, so, I am off to Kampar. by then semua blisters cleared, but I looked hideous. parut kehitaman separuh muka. Setel Kampar, I need to drove back to Penang for JK fiesta. well... life is like that.

March : with Dietfit. good experience. Again. Amik mak balik dr Kampar tgh2 minggu. Adikku call ada sedikti isu, so, rush pegi amik mak after work. lps solat isyak, shoot balik penang. singgah makan jap, then masa isi minyak keta x blh start, so, ada org bantu jump start. thennnnnn.. area nibong tebal, my car mati tengah2 jalan. IT.JUST. STOPPED! Syukur sempat ke tepi. mati ja enjin, trs call PLUSRONDA. time of call, 12tgh mlm. Literally, in the middle of the night. Allahuakbar. I am sooooo being tested.

April :
Opening for  permanent post. my director, dapat ja kelulusan untuk hire, trs alert me to apply. All process starts. I was number 11 to apply in system after it is opened. wow! they are faster than me. My interview w my own manager happen, also with the talent acquisition staff, got to know that the job grade opened was wayyyyyy below my experience & salary. thus they increase it. I am HIRED! a later talk to my manager, he mentioned we did go through the actual process & i got the job on my capabilities, NOT of his personal preference. Good to know that boss! even if you said those words to calm me down from the gossips that i was preferred.
Lari my 2nd HM d Perlis marathon. Dengan mata bengkak, first time tahu alah dengan kucing!. Panas nya lain macam pun sama. lps lari, p Hatyai. OMG macam x caya! & masa sampai Perlis, uruskan pembayaran deposit untuk keluarkan kereta. So, Bye CikPuteri, Hello MyPrincess!

May :
My FDO! dpt invitation ke  onboarding training session di US, elok nak start proses sehari dua lepas raya, tetiba on raya day, dapat cancellation.

June :
A week after raya, a week before I completed my first month as permanent staff, I attended KickBoxing Traininer class. Yeay! I am able to incorporate kickboxing in my classes after this. habis kelas, ke airport lah kita untuk kembali ke sarang. Accident happen! I trip & overstepped & ended on wheelchair. Sedih jangan sembang la kannn. 1st person to call is my manager. reason? Least personal attachment & I need to think without emotion to make the trip back to penang. LONGEST flight ever! holding your leg! Wheeled in & out from the aricraft! experienced i never want to have ever again. Alhamdulillah my friend, Nun was there when it happen. She is the big help by then too, her calm n cool demeanor helps too. else i know i will panic like crazy bitch.
Warded for 2 days, & the most hateful needle was there the entire time. MC for 2 weeks. attended rehab on my own effort w GT Physio.

July :
Back in office w bday celebration! my 1st day back, I made 2 stops otw cafe. jauhnya macam x mampu sampai. jarak? office, overhead bridge, lif, cross carpark, cafe. 5 to 8 minutes saja walking normally. but i am a disabled body now. sedih x mampu nk ucap. A new admin for KL office hired. Lucky her, I am here to assist, sometime rasa I want people to treat me like newhire jugak. but that is a very wishful thoughts, sebab I hv no chance. jangan kan sesi2 camtu, buddy pun x ada. self learn, but hey say that is a proof that i am that capable. a compliment to me anyway.
30 July, CEO is in the houz.. berpeluang jumpa ejen CIA. she is pretty, but lethal at the same time too.

August :
All is good i would say. tetiba jadi PIC untuk event ofis. kena masuk keja on sabtu, same day with my 2nd class of FPFP. Fitness Professional Foundation Program under KD Academy. A good class, to develop a good & ethical PT.
A group of folks join this month, also experiencing a sudden demise of one of the team member. COD : Fall from high ground.

September :
Quiet, but not that quiet month. Have our event as usual too.

October :
Everything starts picking up again.

November :
Taiwan Trip. Eerie experience the moment I walk in to the hotel provided by company, walaupun hari pertama tu check in hotel level rumah tumpangan ahkaw. then 2nd nite baru hotel molek sikit. hari ke 3 hotel mewah, tapi itulah... seram masa masuk. but it gets better, maybe ada y mengikut dari pantai tadi. Jumpa kawan lama, try xinfutang. well, the boba tea is not that great anyway. We had nice talks even we haven't talk for a while now. Yes, friends are like that, jauh di mata dekat di hati. walau lama x jumpa x sembang, when we meet, we just clicked macam x pernah berpisah.

December :
Another trip. Create opportunity to be in KL office just to see things. then to Melaka trip to bond with my fellow DF trainers. Allahuakbar, kita kadang rasa biasa2 ja.. but the bond macam kami kenalan lama, Alhamdulillah atas ukhwah yang dijalin.
Jeju trip to end the year :)

Tadaaaaaaaa.. that's a recap of my moments & experiences in 2019.
A LOT happens actually. A LOT of FIRTS too..